Joy
Hi all,
I have been feeling a strong pull to write here again.
Its been some years, I lost passion for my blog, I started making Youtube videos and fell down that rabbit hole for a while, I have been writing in different ways in the past year. I have been working on novels (plural because I keep coming up with ideas and not completing anything).
I really enjoy reading my old posts about my life and constantly looking at my own Instagram page (call me vain I dare you) so I may start writing here again.
Not sure about what but possibly about things, sometimes hopefully.
I have been finding a lot of Joy in my life, this leads to my life motto -everything recedes back to the mean- thank you Teen Wolf. So with all these Joys I have had equal lows.
Tomorrow is my birthday, to me it's the worst day of the year. I don't enjoy my birthday in my mind it is supposed to be a day where you feel loved but I tend to feel the opposite. I am the person who goes way above and beyond for my friends and family and so nobody replaces me and ever does anything for my birthday. I obviously don't expect to get what I put out in return, I haven't even received a present on my birthday for four years though. I am turning 20 so a good portion of being a teenager.
I am still excited about life. I will soon start University something I have put off for way too long (graduated in 2017) and am very excited to study. I will be studying Primary Education which I am also very excited to pursue one day. I am for the first time in many years excited about my future. Something that previously has been an idea too terrifying to consider. I am excited to become a teacher and hopefully, one day live rurally.
I really enjoy my job and like my colleagues, at the moment I have been blessed with the people in my life. I am always exhausted but having a fun time (I think?).
Really been finding the value in relationships and enjoying peoples company. I forgot how great it can be.
I am about to move house for the ninth time since November 2016 I am rather overwhelmed and stressed about this but trying to think positively and find the simple joys in life. Wish me luck!
There are so many updates I could be sharing of which will have to have their own post because right now I need a nap!!
Good chat hope you all find joy in your lives,
Isabelle
I have been feeling a strong pull to write here again.
Its been some years, I lost passion for my blog, I started making Youtube videos and fell down that rabbit hole for a while, I have been writing in different ways in the past year. I have been working on novels (plural because I keep coming up with ideas and not completing anything).
I really enjoy reading my old posts about my life and constantly looking at my own Instagram page (call me vain I dare you) so I may start writing here again.
Not sure about what but possibly about things, sometimes hopefully.
I have been finding a lot of Joy in my life, this leads to my life motto -everything recedes back to the mean- thank you Teen Wolf. So with all these Joys I have had equal lows.
Tomorrow is my birthday, to me it's the worst day of the year. I don't enjoy my birthday in my mind it is supposed to be a day where you feel loved but I tend to feel the opposite. I am the person who goes way above and beyond for my friends and family and so nobody replaces me and ever does anything for my birthday. I obviously don't expect to get what I put out in return, I haven't even received a present on my birthday for four years though. I am turning 20 so a good portion of being a teenager.
I am still excited about life. I will soon start University something I have put off for way too long (graduated in 2017) and am very excited to study. I will be studying Primary Education which I am also very excited to pursue one day. I am for the first time in many years excited about my future. Something that previously has been an idea too terrifying to consider. I am excited to become a teacher and hopefully, one day live rurally.
I really enjoy my job and like my colleagues, at the moment I have been blessed with the people in my life. I am always exhausted but having a fun time (I think?).
Really been finding the value in relationships and enjoying peoples company. I forgot how great it can be.
I am about to move house for the ninth time since November 2016 I am rather overwhelmed and stressed about this but trying to think positively and find the simple joys in life. Wish me luck!
There are so many updates I could be sharing of which will have to have their own post because right now I need a nap!!
Good chat hope you all find joy in your lives,
Isabelle
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